A Post Without Pictures
I Am Not Happy
Its The Conclusion That I Have Come 2 After A Day's Worth Of Self Loathing
Im Tired Of Life Shiditing On Me
Its Been 19 Years Of Bad Tidings
Dont I Deserve 2 Catch A Break... Just This Once?
Its Been 19 Years Of Bad Tidings
Dont I Deserve 2 Catch A Break... Just This Once?
Its Weird How One Little Tiny Sentence Long Piece Of Information Can Fuck Up One's ENTIRE mindstate
Im Trying Not 2 Dwell
Because Nothing Good Has Ever Come From Dwelling...
But....
Epic Fail
Idk What 2 Do
My Mind Is Fried
I Just Want 2 Get Drunk
And Listen 2 Music
And Dance
And Skate
And Skate
And Do Everything Other Than Deal With The Problems At Hand
But I Must
Because If I Dont
Everything Ive Worked So Hard 2 Put 2 Gether
Will Just Be
An EPIC FAIL
I Keep Asking Myself
"What Did I Do 2 Deserve This Depression I Am Constantly Faced With"
I Mean
Im As Nice a Person As I Can Be 2 Everybody
I Pay My Tithes And Offering
I Give 2 The Homeless
Im Always There 2 Lend A Helping Hand
2 The Fallen
Even When I Myself Am Doing Worse
Im Always There For That Extra Bit Of Ecouragement...
I Thought I Was Doing Pretty Well
But TIME after TIME after TIME
Situations Arise That Only Occur 2 Those That Deserve Said Situations
I Dont Get It....
Maybe Its Not Worth The Time
Being The Nice Guy
It Seems 2 Be All For Naught As Of Now
Ughhhh
I Think I May
Just May
Be Slowly But Surely Going Insane
Pray For Me
~ Santo ~
P.S..... Go Figure... This Would Be My 100th Post... Yay Me =/
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