The Dopeness Joe

Square 1 is often so overlooked and forgotten about_that we move on to 2 and 3 and 4_and we see it was all basically a waste...and then we feel like we back at square 1, like its a bad thing_wake up people_square 1 is improved everytime we leave it and come back to it_because things are learned from experiences wit 2,3,4 etc_they aren't on the level of Square 1_when ya get back to it, it may be a tad bit salty for leaving it..but u would be surprised how some sugar can overpower salt...and yet, it remains constant_better_still here_still there fa you like it said...square 1_"ME" [this is for you, my friend]

#NIGGAYOUAINTDEEP!!!!!!

I Am Not Happy

Its The Conclusion That I Have Come 2 After A Day's Worth Of Self Loathing

Im Tired Of Life Shiditing On Me
Its Been 19 Years Of Bad Tidings
Dont I Deserve 2 Catch A Break... Just This Once?

Its Weird How One Little Tiny Sentence Long Piece Of Information Can Fuck Up One's ENTIRE mindstate

Im Trying Not 2 Dwell

Because Nothing Good Has Ever Come From Dwelling...

But....

Epic Fail

Idk What 2 Do

My Mind Is Fried

I Just Want 2 Get Drunk

And Listen 2 Music

And Dance
And Skate

And Do Everything Other Than Deal With The Problems At Hand

But I Must

Because If I Dont

Everything Ive Worked So Hard 2 Put 2 Gether

Will Just Be 

An EPIC FAIL

I Keep Asking Myself
"What Did I Do 2 Deserve This Depression I Am Constantly Faced With"
I Mean
Im As Nice a Person As I Can Be 2 Everybody
I Pay My Tithes And Offering
I Give 2 The Homeless
Im Always There 2 Lend A Helping Hand
2 The Fallen
Even When I Myself Am Doing Worse
Im Always There For That Extra Bit Of Ecouragement...
I Thought I Was Doing Pretty Well


But TIME after TIME after TIME
Situations Arise That Only Occur 2 Those That Deserve Said Situations
I Dont Get It....
Maybe Its Not Worth The Time
Being The Nice Guy
It Seems 2 Be All For Naught As Of Now


Ughhhh

I Think I May

Just May

Be Slowly But Surely Going Insane

Pray For Me

~ Santo ~

P.S..... Go Figure... This Would Be My 100th Post... Yay Me =/

Had 2 Get The Roderick Jacket (Mighty Ducks Spoof) In Bred

ORISUE IS FOR THE HUNGRY!

Lol

BLOGGOSPHERE!!!

ITS BEEN FOREVER

Robin Campbell And Her Insanely Awesome Blog

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IFROBINRULEDTHEWORLD.BLOGSPOT.COM

Have Inspired Me 2 Return 2 The Awesomely Non Paying Proffesion Of.....

BLOGGING...

Ive Been Preoccupied....

Mostly With The Love Of My Life

(Faints).......

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Ok Im Back Lol

But Yeah

Im Back 2 Put The Fly Shit Back Out 2 the Masses

Cuzz Uhhhhhhhhhh

ITS THE DOPENESS JOE!

Fuckin Nicole.....